Monday, July 11, 2011

let's be realistic

the year in review. having just read the new year's resolution post, i'm reminded that i should be:

writing about emotional things - not stuffing them. so maybe i'll try the journal idea Rob, my counselor suggested. i'm afraid of it. in the past, journaling has made me depressed. but i've been depressed for a year now - can it be much worse? maybe done in moderation it will help.

getting a divorce - the papers are in my files. is this why i'm avoiding cleaning up my home office area? just going near it gives me a feeling of hopelessness and failure. i will set up the new location and resolve to work there a bit each morning or evening.

making time to play - it's summer, and i have a water dog and a kayak who seldom see the water. nuff said. just DO it.

2 comments:

  1. yep, 'just do it' so they say....not always easy in a depression...just a note to let you know i am always around, just drop a note... i know too much about the damned black dog already, three lifetimes should really be enough but...

    much love, my dear. xox

    truthfully, i was looking for your 'real name' when i saw this newish blog of yours... not sure you would want me to link it so i won't without you letting me know it is ok. i'll read you on my reader instead. take good care of #1, that would be you. ♥

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  2. years later, I'm reviewing things I'd forgotten I'd written. easing back into the habit of writing, with help from a writer friend. The 'black dog' rareley visits these days, perhaps another, my much loved Maestro, has replacedhim.

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